NOV 2024

confusion

So I'm really confused right now. I guess one could say I'm suffering from success - suddenly got into a new friend group, while also I'm still in the old friend circle. On one hand it's good that I made new friends since it's so hard to do nowadays, but also... it's overwhelming! I have considered myself an introvert, and I started doubting that, however now I think I was correct - I literally can't keep up, and I also can't really cut people off (why would I do that? I enjoy being with them). I gotta find some way out of this LOL

In other news, status update at the 10th of November: Got into WoW, started making updates to my website, compressed images found on the shelf and found a certain exclusive limited edition numbered CD of a Behemoth album that I very much want to get my hands on

OCT 2024

mind blown

ok so I went about making the shelf page prettier right, and I pondered about how I'd add images and make it look alright. and that's when I discovered

grids.

you may laugh, but I started web design like 2 months ago, with a big 3 week break until I made the redesign (which was on the 26th if I'm not mistaken). Literally so many headaches could be avoided just by using grids. At least I think so. I heard people actually hate grids. Maybe sometime in the future I'll use them for my layout... not now though I'm quite happy with the current one!!

I'M HAVING FUN!!!

FOR THE PEOPLE THAT CARE (me), today is the 28th and i am writing this at around 1 am. i'm quite tired but that's fine. because yesterday i had lots of fun with my new friends! it's hard to make new friends nowadays but somehow I got into a new friend circle, which is nice. good to have a lil break from some annoying ass people. like I love my friends but sometimes they can be so stupid and careless which gets on my nerve sometimes. I probably have anger issues. maybe not idk. what I do know is that yesterday was a good day. Geniunely I appreciate those bombass motherfuckers. you can say this is an appreciation post for my friends haha. some of them may be annoying but I've learnt that IT'S FINE, PEOPLE DON'T ALWAYS JUST MAGICALLY CLICK WITH YOU AND CONFLICTS ARE UNAVOIDABLE IN THE LONG RUN. WHICH IS FINE!!!11 anyways, cya, stay safe, I love y'all. my 1am brain talk probably makes 0 sense. I promise I will have a healthy sleep soon

First post

ok so this thing will be somewhat like a diary, similar to the blog I had earlier but it's just a stream of thoughts, hence the name lol. when this gets messy I'll make sure to clean it up and make some sort of collapsible whatever-the-fuck-you-call-it-english-isn't-my-native-language-thingmabob or something else IDK YET. it will be organised. later. right now there's nothing to organize...for now though,